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ROse

2006-04-24T09:18:00.000-07:00

“Fear” that what the topic Pastor Marvin told us last Sunday, fear is a Sprit that Dwell in a foothold in a person heart, that what I have that fear, fear In losing, fear the study, fear the dark, fear the people, fear losing friend, fear getting kick out from school, this are all lie from the devil, who make full use of this to control u and your life to make u live in fear, can doctor save u? don’t think so the only one that can save u is Our Lord who die for us on the cross few thousand year ago.. Rose what make it so special not just because of it’s smell or color but it on a person who gave u.. that the feeling I had ytd night so special when Xiao pi pi gave me a rose haha dunno how to tell u how I feel I just feel touch, want to smile also cannot haha ps sia want to hugz her also cannot, that what I can said to other Guy try to give flower to ur gal la I know how it feel, respect them cause they wroth giving the flower too.. that y I can said that God created flower for Gal haha.. Thanks Dear Thank you for the wonderful thing that u have gave me I love u! Muack! Hehe miss u oh Xiao Pi pi..

YoHOo...

2006-04-11T12:54:00.000-07:00

Hi Piggy (^ oo ^) here long time no up date liao, also forgotten my blog haha.. so busy slacking here and there waiting for my math result now come out liao.. didn’t really get what I want really have to work hard liao if not bye bye Nyp haha.. but don’t worry God will provide me a way out ya la me have to put effort too hee.. wow today dear cut hair SoO KAWAYi and beautiful really math her face hehe.. make me want to see her more haha, some one Birthday coming liaO wor dunno who hor right haha.. sure u will enjoy ur self de trust me Whahahaa.. evil smile!! Ops :x nowday dear look confuse over the poly stuff so worry about her, But still got God he sure will provide us a Ans trust him oh!! Hehe.. Yawn want go sleep liao just finish doing my time table haha.. quite ok with that just leave them to God Amen!!

2006-03-15T21:57:00.000-08:00

I feel so empty really very empty, there something use to be with me but now just feel tat I am alone.. it really a Strugglers trying to fallow God it really hard.. until now I still can’t really sit down for just a quiet time, what am I doing?? Can I still catch up? Can I, i know I can, pls support me I really feel tired, dear I am really sorry have to see my anger every now and then, why I am a christen other also but y I still give people attitude.. God really change my life now I know what is right and wrong y I will still choose to do the wrong thing can’t I really be a good boy doing what we will told to do.. I even forget how to pray yesterday really lost everything God I am sorry really make u so sad. Please help me!

HAppY V dAy

2006-02-14T19:52:00.000-08:00

Wow happy valentine day too all, ytd really enjoy our self the whole day, exchange present eating dinner in pizza hut and having a walk.. Monday I when to marina square wanted to buy some present for my dear really make me think until almost use up all my brain cell le haha, when I was still in bed in the morning I was thinking am I going to buy that dress in park way or maybe there something more for me to see lots of Question.. After a while I agree that I should go Ms to take a look.. When I reach there the feel was difference from the other time when I was fallowing dear around but now haha alone don’t know what to do sia hey everyone got his first time de hor haha!! I notice the whole trip I didn’t even step in to any shop accept to the one I brought that dress haha those shop keeper keep looking at me maybe they think what the hack he doing want to shop don’t want to come in haha.. All the cloth I see and choose is all on the display think without any display I think I am going finish le.. Now then know y gal buy cloth so long le cause buying cloth is quite a difficult task not like guy want to buy buy loh, so now I really respect the gal le oh!! Dear tml shopping I fallow u haha.. I also relies the shop in ms don’t really have the type of things I wanted maybe no la cannot blame them cause I didn’t go in find also. So I when to orchard Far East haha that really call a shopping paradise for Gals I walk from bottom to top finally saw three winnable haha end up choose the first one that I like I saw it really look nice on her like Princess very sweet and beautiful and God agree too.. but look abit simple haha so I brought it, ytd night when dear open the present it the moment that make her feel that she In a fairytales that what her facial expression show me, I feel so happy that she like it when the moment she try the dress, my dream came true it a match like what I been thinking off..she really look great and beautiful in it.. making all thing I do worth it haha.. I thanks God! Dear i saw ur letter le really make my heart beat twice.. Thank you dear for ur present don’t worry k I like ur present very much and the warping is the most important part to do.. that show dear is a very ci Xing de oh haha, Dear I just I want to said I Love you.. just want u to knoe that Dear love u and God love u too…

2006-02-01T10:21:00.000-08:00

2 Timothy 2:19-26
19Nevertheless, God's solid foundation stands firm, sealed with this inscription: "The Lord knows those who are his,"[*] and, "Everyone who confesses the name of the Lord must turn away from wickedness."

20In a large house there are articles not only of gold and silver, but also of wood and clay; some are for noble purposes and some for ignoble. 21If a man cleanses himself from the latter, he will be an instrument for noble purposes, made holy, useful to the Master and prepared to do any good work.

22Flee the evil desires of youth, and pursue righteousness, faith, love and peace, along with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart. 23Don't have anything to do with foolish and stupid arguments, because you know they produce quarrels. 24And the Lord's servant must not quarrel; instead, he must be kind to everyone, able to teach, not resentful. 25Those who oppose him he must gently instruct, in the hope that God will grant them repentance leading them to a knowledge of the truth, 26and that they will come to their senses and escape from the trap of the devil, who has taken them captive to do his will

Numbers 16:5
[*]5 Then he said to Korah and all his followers: "In the morning the LORD will show who belongs to him and who is holy, and he will have that person come near him. The man he chooses he will cause to come near him.

is it too late..............

2006-01-06T09:24:00.000-08:00

Today I share the gospel to my friend, he having trouble in his life just want to let him know the truth, but I feel very sad the way he ans me just listen to me just to respect me, although u respect all religion what will u have in the end? Just a end.. God really love him a lot I can feel that, I point out his problem think he just don’t want to talk about it, I can feel that he was touch by the holy sprit but just does’t want to accpect him only just feel so sad really want to cry haiz.. y people mouth said he or she belive in God but y don’t they accpect him?? Y … pray that he will be save soon.. I leave him to u.. help him Father....

Happy Birthday Mi

2006-01-05T09:38:00.000-08:00

Finally my 20th Birthday has came and it also can said that it a turning point in my life, Ytd is one of the happiest day I ever have, actually I don’t really wan to celebrate it I just want to hide it that I am still 19 sound strange but it true, but after ytd celebrate I feel that there a thing call friend.. I was waiting at the mrt station with chester for them but they all out of sight until they call me tell me they reach le meeting me at the front of the christen shop, I reach there I saw them standing in a row haha feel so funny haha then one by one shacking my hand greeting me feel so peh seh haha then suddenly Proof!! From no where dear present me a big stalk of Sunflower haha very cute and nice and I was shock too haha (try to act blur and walk away hehe).. after that min and cher when to the toilet me dear and las and chaster when to Pizza hut haha the food there was nice although a bit not enough but every one seem to be enjoying haha.. After that when we will finish I was wondering why are we still here but didn’t really think so much suddenly I saw a waitress holding a cake but I thought is for the next table cause for pass 20 year none of my friend ever buy me a cake or surprise me before haha, and I almost forget I was having a bday celebrate haha suddenly I wake up hey that my cake haha really feel so warm and touch so pei seh when they start to sing my bday song but in side I really feel great tat I have such a group of wonderful friend like them, especially my dear without her don’t think this will happen to me, I want to take this occasion to thank all my friend and my dear too!! Hehe Muack* this for u hehe..
This is the day I will never forget!! Thank you Lord!!

New Year special~

2006-01-01T12:52:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year to everyone I love and I care the most long time no update le, Really hope this New Year will be a better year, but not just a change of number in my calendar, yesterday we went to a annul count down party at the Esplanade, it was really great, feel so warm and touch by the fireworks haha… watch ton of fireworks, what I can said that this the one that will display in my heart for the rest of my life, what I really wish for this coming new year will be smooth, and for my studies I pray for my family will get touch and my love one will be safe in his arm and my friend and my enemies too..

Life without knowing God is like a empty Shell waiting to be smash by those ''keen'' yesterday my dear ask me what does '' God said I am the Alpha and Omega '' mean? I was stunt on the inside, back in few week ago I was asking the same question when I am was praying on the way home but u bet I don’t know the ans, I thought is the time and something else, But let me tell u the ans and that is '' God said I am the Beginning and End '' very scary or cool right! Did any one said this to u before that I am the Beginning or End, no right? Cause I think they won’t dare but if they dare they won’t fit, but Only one would said that, and that is Jesus, Son of God King of Heaven bread of all man kind..

Before everything started I was just a normal bunch of kid playing studying doing things that I think I was right bullying friend forming gangs making people scare of u and for those naughty kid like me they will try to get close to u, I still remember clearly during primary sch time I change my exam mark and I lie to my parent that my friends did that to me (although in the end I kana found out have to admit to my teacher).. It still hunt me till now although there still more sinning to come in my life, Till I mat Jesus, I mat him During my kindergarten, primary and sec sch although I am from a catholic sch for primary and sch and christen for my kindergarten, I feel very sad and thinking y God send his beloved Son to die for our sin on the cross? Any father will do that?? I tell u he can choose not to do so and who will u? Me?.. God do that because he want to let us know that he love us, he love every single one us even single one of ur hair it true really! I just want to pray for those who define his name his love to pause his foot steps and spend ur time using ur heart to listen to the soft warm voices calling u by ur name, cause God has pack ur room and waiting for u to return home.

Dunno why suddenly write so much backside itchy le ba haha.. dear thanks for ur jacket oh!! And the Question I thank God for u hehe!! Lord Father I pray for my friend who didn’t know u, have a chance to know u, forgive those enemies who trying to destroy ur name, bless my household my dear her job and forgive my sin Father take it away cleans me with the blood of the Christ I pray this in Jesus most precious name Amen.

Come to him and he will come to u!!God Bless u all and have a wonderful year ahead :D

TC~

2005-12-06T07:46:00.000-08:00

Not long ago Winnie brought me to this small humble place in Marina parade which I will call home for my rest of my life..

Last week service was fun happy and enjoyment, but sadness fill the place causes this will be the last time we will have our service here.. Tc the place that I was born again..
The present of the Holy Spirit was great God was here that day the feeling was so great peace in my soul.. I want to serve him in any way, if I fit in his plan haha… what I can said about God Is he is great he is lovely and he is wonderfully no other words in this world can fit to praise him. I love God and wonderfully Son, Lord bless us, shelter us and guide us away from evil force bring us peace, bless us with ur wisdom and show the way to ur kingdom.. bless my family my friend and my emery forgive them like how u forgive me, bless my dear with love and happiness and peace thank you lord for ur wonderful blessing and Her hehe.. thank u lord in Jesus most precious name Amen!

TC u will never be forget..

New SaM In PolY

2005-11-10T00:16:00.000-08:00

3 day have pass since my school reopen on Monday, still can remember the stress the nervous, really very scary the feeling is almost like leaving ur friend from ur sec sch, going to a new sch something like that, the most worry thing is who are my classmate keep thing scare kana those kind of monkey who doesn’t really want to study just play make fun of teacher until teacher angry they happy la but those want to study really suffer cause teacher doesn’t want to teach anymore Tu Lian le, first time see monkey teasing Zoo keeper haha.. I walk in to my class on Monday I was so cool sit down waiting for other stranger to come in actually in my heart I pray until siao liao hahah.. everyone come in looking at me like an alien haha and I have the same feeling on them too Alien!! Wor still waiting for my friend to comform with me about out text book second hand text book selling 2 for $40 very cheap leh must really buy if not sian have to pay more for the first hand.. actually is great to be a loner time to study no one talk to no one challenge u and every time disapper after every lesson end cause no need to wait for other ma but also need to rush to other class for lesson sometime really feel very lonely and i will think about my dear le so sad, But really I have to said Thanks God for ur arrangement it really very good that the plan I have to fallow and u keep fallowing me every where I go.. dear too my great supporter and a great listener haha give u a BIG BIG HuGz hehe I love u dear!!

Guide me

2005-11-05T02:07:00.000-08:00

Finally reach home le Yeah my mom using toilet think because of the Soya bean just now, so cannot bath le have to wait le, just now when to changi temple with my mom mom and pa pa both of us wills so sleepy lucky my pa pa still can drive well oh haha.. wor after two more day going to open sch le oh so sian don’t feel like study le leh how..
I fail one of my subjects and have to repeat next sam now my timetable now same as my classmate le have to plan my self le.. and wost thing I had to go other class for my lesson le bye bye to my old friend le very stupid leh just because of one subject must do until like that not worth it loh.. not for this sam but for my whole life in poly I have to change class le sobx sobx should have pass that paper.. It GOD plan ba still have to move on although really it tuft.. my dear exam coming around the corner le feel nervous for her but painfully to see her stress poor thing really can see her stragger God help her Guide her too Bless her.. Suddenly think back on my ite life so fun so care free not like now stress here and there have to Grow ba that what I should do.. Guild me father..

A day!

2005-10-29T00:37:00.000-07:00

Wor back pain leh haha.. Still can laugh my mom just rub for me wor pain sia but feel great after that.. Today was a nice day accept when I wake up my whole body was so pain can’t even walk straight, after a while when to meet dear at kovan bus stop, she coming to my house hehe to study got ma?? Haha she very hard working de hor!! :P
We went for lunch then when Cold storage for some grocery for tonight dinner, brought 2 Sotong, egg. Salad cream ( 96 % low fat de hehe). 5 potatoes and a toothbrush, mia xiao xiao dear look like house wife leh.. after reaching OUR home she ah laying on my bed don’t want study lazy hehe but cute oh just like me er hum hehe.. Wait haven’t finish.. in the end she got study and me end up sleeping haha cause back pain ma.. excuse again haha.. dear leg also injure hope she fine now tml still pain pain let me know ok I rub for u FREE OF CHARGE!! Term and condition buy any two corcoda underwear get massage Free!! Haha.. today really was a wonderfull day together with my dear and our family so great thank God for everything.. yAwn got to go to sleep le if not mei going to complian le haha.. Sleep tight oh Darling!! *MuacK~ meet u in my La La land!! Hehe.. God Bless you! :D

Mr Ham :D

2005-10-12T13:45:00.000-07:00

Yawn hehe.. just wake up not long ago to tired le sleep until so late now whole body aching le haha.. this morning wake up saw dear msg so happy leh but still a bit blur blur dunno how to reply haha… me stomach pain pain leh think hor ytd night to cold le.. ytd when to malay vallage with dear gen and swai li haha so fun so many food to eat lei but too bad cannot finish all the food there, I like the banana and the sweet corn so nice and somemore dear dear feed leh so sweet hehe.. dunno when can go again ah ya wait ah I go open door, send Gas le hoho.. mom cook until no Gas le haha.. dar still in sch left 30 more min can go home le oh.. later she still got appoiment around 6, haiz me just don’t bare to see her y not me but her.. sometime I worry and I pray until I cry but behind her, don’t want to let her worry for me le really hope that she will recover well soon and be as sporty like and cheerful like last time.. I just want to behind her and give all my best to her.. haiz feel so down now.. just now dear call me said y i did't went to fetch her and give her a suprise i really did't think about that.. now then i relise i am just useless bum.. i need a cold bath now.. God Bless~

DOctoR LaW???

2005-10-09T01:27:00.000-07:00

Haha today up date my blog le oh… haha really long time did’t update le busy ma.. Dear sick sick also must really take good care of her heart very pain pain wor!! Haha her denial approximant around the corner le can’t wait to go le ah, de de de de de.. drilling sound whaha! Scary hor don’t worry dear dear will be RIGHT beside you de cause me very expernce le ma cause I got 4 hole in my mouth le sobx sobx!! Today when to fetch Xiao zhu at pongo this morning haha still feeling abit sleepy and my neck hor very pain leh cannot turn my head le need to turn my whole body then can see haha like robot leh haha.. today so poor thing did’t bring much money out , and small Piggy had to treat me eat leh so pei seH!! -__- God really is a wonderfull person in this world really want to know him more personally, recently someone trying to bully my dear.. who ah if I know who hoho you will lost your teeth le wor I need four teeth oh!! Haha God Bless you!! Doctor Law haha must fallow oh haha know it abit hard but jia you oh piggy after you ok le we go eat LONG JOHN SILVER!!!

Sick Mosquito

2005-09-19T02:13:00.000-07:00

Haiz.. Just now dear told me that her body temperature is 38.9 leh very high wor, very worry dunno is it dengue fever or just normal fever recently I notice people around me start to fall sick le is it because of the weather or the mosquito flu haha.. Stupid mosquito got flu le stay at home ma still go out bite people see la every also sick le guilty ma hoho.. ytd was wonderful leh when to celebrate dear dear 3 ge birthday, starting go there a bit stress cause dunno I can mix in a not scare later become one extra there but thanks God they all don’t mind me treat me like one of them so happy, we when fish and co for dinner that my first time I had my dinner there leh the food was nice but after a while u will feel sian le haha.. think too much le ba hoho.. We when bowling so fun but very peiseh dunno how to play leh so hard keep washing the drain for them haha.. dear was very happy can see her really smile long time did’t see her so happy le.. next time when everyone free we can go out for dinner again ah see who want to organize hoho.. ah ya still very worry about dear dear leh think tonight can’t sleep le.. God please take away any sickness from her lord, shower her with ur blessing and love and happiness, wow so fast tml exam week le so scare prepare le but still stress what where the paper look like how I know Pray for me woe!! Thanks yawn still got two more chapter to go haha.. dear dear take care your self okie, drink more water and et more fruit, okie sleep tight oh honey Muack! Cheers~

WelCoMe BaCK Dar DaR

2005-09-13T00:32:00.000-07:00

Hahn dear finally come back from camp le really grad she learn and understand lots of things from this camp, thanks you God praise you lord, really Miss her so much until can’t sleep can’t eat really feel so sian but think a bout it that something good for her and I don’t want to delay God plan, haiz.. Exam coming le so near.. Still not really prepare for it i am so scare very scare, my common test I did't really do well for all my subject le really must show something good this time if not had to repeat half a year le.. I don’t mind but had to waste money and I really don’t want to see my parent sad le .. so stress now a days dunno what to do.. but Thanks God I got dear who really care for me haha.. Recently just reactive my tongue I was so impress that day I just cry and cry and my mouth keep specking no stop you as me now what i speak i really don;t know haha, God is so great and mighty!! Really hope I can do well for my exam then can go to sec year! Although life is turf but God is still good, Don’t Give Up Persist!!! YawN!!!!! ot to go sleep le eye so heavy tml morning then study le.. take care oh dear dear Good NIght Sweet Dream. Huggies!

pok~ pok~ pok~ CHiCkEn flU

2005-09-07T01:06:00.000-07:00

har!! really long time did't blog le... miss me ma haha.. just ytd dear was having high fever around 39.2 Quite high oh but to me 37 ++ also count high le oh.. And i deside to cook her some cooling tea haha really dunno how to cook first time leh.. but after that findl it quite easy oh hoho dear next time must drink alot le oh.. i when to her house i was shock to see her, her eye was sollown and she look so pale like a piece a paper and her whole body is so hot as a burningflame.. me feel so worry and anxuise really hope that she will be well soon.. and able to study for her exam.. but Really Must thank God that she fine now still laughing all the way just now ,, when we will chating on phone.. dOn't look like a sick person to me le oh haha.. feel so glad that she fine now.. think now she should be SnOaring all the way le ba haha.. can hear hor!! hahaYeah tml her bro PoP aready very fast leh, last time just see him go in now so fast 3 month BMT finish le.. haha thank God again that every thing when smooth haha.. dear tml enjoy ur self oh think it will be very warm and hot there oh yawn think PigGy had to go study first le oh.. need to sleep early too see ya My darling MuAcK~ hehe Sweet Sweet kiss for you tml can no need eatr sweet le haha!! Night Night God Bless!

a SmArT gUy WiTh a Big BuTt hehe

2005-08-19T11:03:00.000-07:00

Yoyo haha how everyone just back from encounter camp not long ago feel so great still writing about that but finishing soon must wait oh haha , God Bless wor.. today I when sch with a formal wear really make me feel very great let me think back during the time i still wearing my full u in npcc haha smart sia.. I like to wear shirt then t shirt some time really make me different then other people cause of my butt loh, just now hor dear said I have a big butt leh but very sexy haha this one I add de la haha.. my com skill lesson start at afternoon then very worry cause I did’t really do must research on the topic I am saying.. My topic is on taekwondo, one by one my friend all finish now only left me loh all quite good got transparency and full of imformation only me with one piece of paper that really make me more nervous my friend samul give me sweet ask me to clam down but no use leh haha still thinking wor 11 people presentation only me don’t have any thing feel so stress.. then I pray to God for help to clam me down after my pray something strange happen my phone rang my dear dear call me haha.. She tot I finish le but not yet I tell her I am the next one haha her first react is huh haven’t finish ah.. then she tell me dear Jai you oh haha and she said she would pray for me de.. After she hang up it's my turn le but I feel so confident really leh my kick come liao, I said hi then start all my thing from the piece of paper feel like can’t finish talking like that i still heven't finish leh haha but later I still do some demo but too bad my pants to tight le can not kick leh so ma loo>.< I want to this time too Said thank you lord you the best, last and can't be forgeted that my wonderfull dear dear thanks you oh MuACk~ hehe free PiGgy buy u ice cream oh haha.. dear don’t wash ur cloth until ur hand pain pain ok hehe hugz hugz!! =D

Gv i miss you

2005-08-12T01:35:00.000-07:00

Yeah dear found a new job le at tangling mall very far wor but if she don’t mind tat will be good haha.. I will missing those time I have in Ps Gv le that place really mean a lot to me.. first time ParTor watching movie and first time holding her hand haha so pei seh think back really make me feel so great.. think next time won’t have chance to fetch dear home from there le.. have to change place le.. need to find out the way there le.. but I really hope that dear will enjoy the job there then in Gv hope she won’t work until so tired like cher everyone pray for her k thanks.. wor tml got to go camp le so sian cause can’t see dear for those day some people may think funny cause three day only nothing different but for me it almost like three month, after this camp I will be new a brand new person I hope.. dear I will miss you please take care ur self okie think before you do anything ok? Pray that the thing God bless us with have faith okie..*MuaCk*

SoUnD FiShY~

2005-08-06T03:36:00.000-07:00

This few day a lot of thing happen good and bad haha.. talk more about that next time remember to stay tune to Light Of the World!! Don’t forget to support my dear sweet honey Pot oh hehe..
Wor finally finish kneading the dough le.. So tired and sleepy le eye going to close in any moment, now almost 3.20 le haha.. later have to meet dear around 7.45 dunno she enough sleep for her a not hope so ba haha.. now you all will think so sleepy le still up date ur blog for what haha.. cause today happen something very sad loh cause dear have a fish bone stuck in her mouth and there blood.. although small bone because of the size of the fish but still very serious de leh.. just now I was having dinner with my family at katong there de hotel.. dear send me a msg but I didn’t receive it same problem like last time I will receive a msg like one month ago de feel very fastrated and angry if next time really something bad how would I know.. stupit phone.. dunno can complete my piazza ma haha so sleepy le if not dear help me finish it loh very easy de oh haha.. Dear don’t angry le k piggy didn’t really mean to make u angry de I just want to cheer u up only think I do it in the wrong timing le ba.. yeah tml can go Hill song hehe.. Praise The Lord!! Sweet dream dear night night!! ~

Satay~

2005-08-01T00:30:00.000-07:00

Hello.. haha just finish chatting with dear, guese she should be sleeping soundly by now haha.. tml common test coming le so scary of my math but I know I wrong to be scare, what to do I think that I was born this world without math and number, dunno y I just don’t like it hahah Father please forgive me. Just now me and dear when to have dinner at a food market ops her house there was so crowed and pack with wonder food that really make our mouth droop haha.. for our main course we had One ton mee and for side dish we had malay satay dear love the sause very much and cut fruit for desert haha.. we really enjoy our self haha can see the smile from dear face.. after ytd church service I feel that I had be release for sin I feel so free haha.. thank god now I have a lot of goal in my life now that I want to pursuit on! Thank you lord!! Love you dear!! nite

Happy 5 month Dear ~

2005-07-26T01:02:00.000-07:00

Time really fly it a ready 5 month since we both of us got together 5 month ago during Ivp, that time was really a very memorable one until now some time I will still get some flash back it really touch me till I wept some time, saw her first time in my ite and now she my girlfriend till now I still feel tat I am still dreaming haha what a wonderful dream, God has been very kind to me since I was born to this sinful world, during this 5 month there time that are turf but I belive that no Good thing will come to u unless u really put in lot of effort in it, I belive that it test from Father, there one time it really turf the devil keep tempting me and trying to spoil everything I have until I feel so hopeless and lost until feeling like giving up, But I think back the time we will together happily and God stand there waiting for me to ask for help, he ask me will I feel stupid if I give up because of just a little bit of bitterness, from that day on ward I start to cherish everyday I had together with her, and I want to tell everyone out there Winnie she really a nice girlfriend and a wonderful girl to me and I am happy what she have now, I don’t really wan to ask much from her or repay me, what I want is just some love from her will do.. I have grown during this few month but there still a long way for us to get going, Dear hold my hand and we will walk together till the end God will give us his Blessing because I know for sure because we are his son and daughter God Bless you dear Happy 5 Month haha HugZ HugZ!! : )

HOur GlaSs hehe

2005-07-11T00:37:00.000-07:00

Wor quite a long time didn’t up date my blog le nice hor my back ground and the song my dear put for me de leh!! just finish doing mybible study so up date oh . Don’t know Dear sleep le ma.. wake up so early this morning and yet tml still wakeing up early.. Sayang dear sleep tight lao Gong just drop by to Cover u with blanket.. Dear thank for caring me this afternoon cause me having fever thanks for ur small honey water oh it was really great hope i can drink this everyday hehe.. mi Long time no sick le scare this time will be very serious but hope this time is something not so bad, just know feel so bad ytd I told dear I will brought her drink but end up forgetting it, cause I didn’t know I will fall sick but after all it still my fault I hope u don’t mind okie dear.. Really must thank God for sending me so much friend that was so wonderful especially my Sweetheart loh : p this month really happen a lot of good thing and bad thing one of the thing was my grandmother who just pass away few week ago still miss her so much, really very hard to describe the feeling , but after some scolding from dear I think I learn something that God won’t destroy life but give life but who is satian he the one who diestory life, really hope that one day God will win this war!! Praise you Lord!! Few day back when shopping with dear she want to buy some new cloth for her cousin wedding dinner yup brought some really nice cloth from MANGO and a skit.. haha on that day then I notice that my dear have a hour glass figure leh haha so gorgeous haha cannot said too much later no Food to eat oh haha ops :x but hor i can’t really forget until now leh ok la feel so tired and week le got to go sleep le take care oh~ cheers miss you Dear hehe hugz hugz :D

Lord father it has been really a truf time for me to strugger with my soul , when my granny pass away I accuse u but yet I can feel u with me by my side, telling me not to cry, All I need is you lord I really want you to come in to my life take control of me, I will obey you lord that what I need! Bless us lord with love happiness and wisdom in Jesus name Amen!!

I Accpect your will O God

2005-06-27T04:24:00.000-07:00

Hello long time no update blog le but this time it won't be something nice to read le. Just not long ago my Grandmother just pass away, feel so sad and so down reach home today around 11+ and got a call from my aunt from hospital don’t know what happen also then my dad said had to rush hospital, he said she can’t make it anymore, at that moment I pause for a while I start say in my mind that It can’t be true I don’t believe it, keep thinking in my heart that she will be fine for sure cause God will be with her, in car I keep praying and praying I saw my mom cried, so painful I felt in my heart, I start to think is it all because of me that I cause her to suffer because I sin? Or I didn’t obey and fear God and he punish me by making her suffer? Or this is part of his plan? Question by Question just keep popping out, I can feel the Holy Sprit cause of the shaking I know he will be with me till the end but, I still feel very sad, when I reach there, there no other visitor’s there cause 12+ le we rush up to her wad first thing I saw was my cousin she was kneeling crying shouting screaming outside the room with my aunties controlling her, I rush in but we will to late she pass away I saw everyone in the room my cousin my aunt my uncle my brother’s all controlling there tear and me too everyone don’t belive what really happen I can’t control my self I just feel like crying shouting to her “ wake up wake up please don’t sleep anymore we are all here we want to bring u home“ but nothing came out, she was just laying on the bed peacefully like sleeping and I know she will never wake up again her whole face was pale cold just lay down there sleeping, my mom and my aunt keep one shouting and crying I see that really me my heart ach, slowly every thing start to pop up in my mind from the day I was born when my grandmother was carrying me till now.. I feel that I didn’t really talk to her so much but I love her very much she know what our favitor food are I don’t think I will had a chance to eat those food again all will become a memory, I know God is just right beside me but there a anger in me, I pray so much for her yet there no miracle happen to her I feel so angry and sad I lost my wallet and he gave me back I lost my faith he also gave me back also but y can’t he give me back my grandmother I just want my grandmother, but I know that it is Satin he is porting me to hate and to sin, when I was about to msg dear, I receive her msg, feel so happy and feel like pouring out all my sadness although she not here with me but can still feel her care and concern sorry dear really scare u out me just feel sad and need someone to listen to me.. Really know that God is just beside me only.. Dear think u sleep le sleep tight oh really make u so worry about me hope can sleep well tonight tml will be a another better for to fight pray for me okie hugz!

I am sorry Lord please forgive me for what i said and what i blame , I just feel very pain and lost thank for blessing me with Winnie who really pull me back to u oh lord, I will slowly accept that she past away.. Bless my Grandmother oh Lord..

Dear this the verse that cher last time ask me to read de..
2 Samuel 12:13-23

I do accept Your will, O God,And all Your ways adore;And every day I live I'll seekTo please You more and more
In times of difficulty or loss, we should seek God's help and deliverance. But we must still trust Him if He does not answer our prayers the way we want Him to.
Have we learned to take no for an answer???

MPH

2005-06-18T04:32:00.000-07:00

Haha can’t sleep just came back from supper with Thomas think drink too much green tea le ba haha so full each of us brought a big bottle of it and start to chit chat le, he look quite sad today cause he fail his ippt or nafa loh feel abit sad for him cause that day he was sick and his officer said that u do or don’t do also fail no re text so no point loh..oh God please help me!! Just now send my dear go church meeting women network after sending her there I when to have a walk at park way parade look at those fish on display so nice feel like having one haha after that I when to MPH and dunno y like got someone guiding to a corner where got book on relationship then the one that make me notice that is title “when boy meet gal” that the book dear have haha after reading that lern a lot of things from God haha after that when to find book on christens so interesting learn a lot of thing after a while 1 hour pass le when to fcbc there wait for dear, I slowly walk there walk a round the church to the counter then still to have a picture of me doing service in and I saw the day I accept Christ and meet Norman that was so touching until my tear keep rolling down I set down on the stair start to pray and thanks God for everything he had plan and done to me.. after dear finish we to find some food and saw a uncle catching a theft what a hero, today so happy haha really was a wonderful day although it quite short, thanks God that he really touch dear, she look so cute when she saw those hamster haha >.< wor so tired got to go sleep le take care all God Bless ya Miss ya dear hehe!!

Grace~

2005-06-11T13:36:00.000-07:00

Who… long time didn’t up date my blog le so busy haha.. Actually later going for movie Mr. and Mrs. smith with Thomas but no space le all left the front how to see later neck pain hoho.. Nvm maybe next time loh so crowed today forget it a Saturday.. Miss dear so much hehe nowadays I feel that we both quite close to each other le hoho talk more then last time le that really make me feel happy haha thanks God but too bad today can’t go for service because dear got work so maybe postpone to tml morning le wish that tml won’t rain haha.. The life in poly was quite fun actually know some friend also from ite de haha quite big size almost two of me his name is Samuel ans tiz hao a CI haha from Amk sec both of them can counted as good friend le haha still got other la i wan to take up CI course but had to go back to sec sch for Recommended letter dunno teacher want to give me a not if got that will be very happy le can become a Inspector le hoho.. next Tuesday my bible study will be start but the time a bit kok up 4pm then start but me 11.30 end sch leh like tat do what haha.. this few day dear quite busy working too but really hope she will enjoy her work cause around her she has a lot of good friend treat her good even her manger too leh haha.. I belive that those friend are send by God to help her.. Just now dear msg me saying that some one said that if don’t have Mary how to have Jesus sound funny haha.. but it’s quite common for people to said us although something it really make me feel angry about that but think about it find it quite sad cause those are the one that hurt God most, but God still help and bless them even though they don’t recognize him as a God.. but I really hope we can help and bring them back into God arm, that day we went to Norman house for dinner and bible study hahah very fun we eat chicken rich cook by his maid quite nice healty food hahah and special chill haha Norman has tow wonderfull kid they are smart and after a while I feel click with them haha when talk and playing with them make me feel young haha like kid’s haha I notice dear change a lot after know kat me feel really happy think that another plan by God le.. thanks kat.. dear now look more cheerful then last time le and can control her anger fast enough if someone really cross the line and for me I really feel her love to me haha.. dear I am so happy for u!! Thanks God, so hungry >.<>!!

I am BAck~

2005-06-01T23:27:00.000-07:00

Wor finally can up date my blog liao so busy for past few day cause sch open liao new life in poly really difference from ite, teacher like don’t care for us like that and finding class after every lesson haha walk up and down can slim but slowy I think I can crop with it I belive God will help me and I am happy to know some new friend also.. Two day ago I lost my wallet the wallet my dear dear give to me de I love it a lot de now lost le sobx sobx Sorry Dear feel very sad but thanks God for sending dear to me to encourage me with I need it the most after that I feel like I don’t have face to see her cause I didn’t put responsibility to taking care my thing, but I really learn a lot of thing from this matter now I know that there someone like dear who was with me when I need someone the most thanks god for her hehe.. now me ok le after few day need to do ic and driving licien again dear pei me go okie hehe.. today after sch me when to dear house but to tired le end up sleeping haha.. got a feeling like this house is belong to me and dear like that haha. So funny ai yo so late le dear still heavne’t reach home yet so worry hoho take care God bless everyone miss y a lot dear :D

Small walk hehe~

2005-05-22T05:11:00.000-07:00

Actually a month ago dear plan to go big walk today but in the end miss the registers date cause too busy le, so she decide to go bedok reservoir cause last time we talk about it that make her think back when she was young her aunty bring her there for jog after that her aunty will award her with a big breakfast at MacDonald hehe that what keep her going, I meet dear at 6.30 below her house I reach there around 5 min earlier, then she came down with a cute smile hehe that really brighten my day whaha.. we sit there waiting for cher and laster after that we sit there looking gat those insect on the floor chasing one and other so cute but make us feel very itchy >.<
After meeting them we took bus 65 to the reservoir the place was wonderful special the water was so clear that it reflect the image around the reservoir so nice feel like stay there with dear dear forever hohoho~ slowly we start to walk chat chat enjoy the place looking at those turtle there so cute dear love them very much and looking at those uncle and aunties walking jogging, dear was so energetic over there, think she really feel very good over there too.. After that we slowly walk the way to dear grand ma house where she use to walk few year back that really quite a memorable road for her and now few I am with her holding her hand walking down but behind still got cher there all loh haha so funny they all look like no strength le, finally we reach the mac le each of us have our own big breakfast see dear dear eat feel so happy leh hope she happy today and cher mind and laster hope they feel happy too although it tired haha laster cheer up okie ur grandpa with be fine okie and dear don’t be sad too we still can help ur jie after all she still a daughter of god no matter what happen to her god still love her pray for them k??

KFC HoHO

2005-05-18T23:37:00.000-07:00

What a wanderful day I had today just finish talking with dear dear found out she got work tml feel a bit sad and sian for me and her thought tml she can enjoy her self after sch cause exam finish le haha.. but nvm la Friday can really enjoy le.. Today we when KFC at kalang to study haha quite fun today really long time didn’t saw dear le really very happy when I saw her still so cute and sweet hehe.. Dear shrink a lot le leh think because of exam too stress le ba.. we reach there we all eat the zinger meal so full >.< accept min haha.. After that begin our revision le can’t really concentrate cause that place was very noise those sec sch student really make me boiled must control control hehe!! After few hour finally give up le we went walking, we went walking along stadium road toward indoor sta there, reach the bridge there was so windy so cool love it man make me remember when I was here in sec time fishing hehe.. Dear was a bit scare of height at the first place but after saw a few cute cute de dog walk pass she really forget about her fear le haha… along the way we joke and talk about the condo around there really very nice haha next time I really must own one and every noon with mi and dear dear will walk our dog there hehe and life there happy ever after hohoReally must thanks God for this wonderful day oh god please bless winnie and all my friend let them know that u all around them haha!! God day to all of ya miss ya dear!!

It a miracle

2005-05-18T02:44:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I send part my diray thought email to Norman my Spiritual Guidance but prefer to call him my shepherd, about the encounter thing during the Saturday service, and I got his reply this morning he wrote to me. “Amen! It is good to journal down this experience with the Holy Spirit so that you can use it for your personal testimony and witnessing to your friends of what God has done for you. I thank God for the transformation works in you and your new birth. The butterfly in the cocoon represents the new birth. I would also encourage you to speak in whatever language you have not speak before, when you experience something rise-up in your stomach. God wants to give you a new language and you can pray to God with this language.” He invited me to a service in Bethesda Cathedral Church Chai Chee area at 8pm and Pastor Che Ahn is leading a special revival service tonight, So excited I meet Norman at 7.45 before that still having chat with my Lao Po still studying hard at home kind off miss her when I was talking to her and now too hehe when I typing my blog think now she should be sleepily soundly le ba haha wanted to chat with her ‘badly’ just now but I feel very selfish if I really do so, I should think from her point of view first so late le and she was so tired after a long day of revision, sleep tight oh dear hehe! After 5 min I saw Norman car and another 10 min ride to the church, the church was quite nice have ice cream cone on it ceiling haha, the service was held on the third floor, the place a ready quite crowded, today is the last day of the three special healing service by pastor Che Ahn which preach us last Saturday who my me very impress, starting we start to sing the hymn to well come the holy sprit to the hall, after that the pastor from the church welcome pastor Chen Ahn to the alter to preach, he crack some jokes talking about his life as a kid in states, today he preach us about healing in James 5:17 he said something tat quite touching he said “ I not the one who is healing u but is god who is healing u I am just a tool of god “ after his preaching he invited those who feel pain and suffer from sickness to come out and he will pray from them of course there was many of them some suffer from strokes cancer and other sickness and we start to pray for them, after that he simple ask those who feel that god has heal them just now please come up to the stage and tell us how they feel a uncle who was suffering stroke when up he said to pastor chen in the mic I can’t rise my hand up but after ur pray I can move a bit and I was quite impress and surprise, but pastor chen said to him thanks god for that but can u rise up higher like this he show that uncle and the uncle try but can’t quite painful from the uncle face.. Then pastor chen touch his face with his both hand and pray and then follow by us, while he was still praying he hold the uncle hand and started to said in god name i will heal u amen and without saying any thing he pull the uncle arm high up in to the air I was stun it a miracle god really heal his arm in front of us there really something call miracle in this world and I really believe in it now, after this uncle pastor chen ask other to come out slowly one by one start to come up, after finish blessing those was really sick he ask those who feel there neck leg or backbone or other can’t of pain please come out there was almost 30 person when up I was one of them slowly pastor chen walk around touch our head one by one to heal us he touch me too, but too bad was there was too much people there he can’t concentrate on all of us at a time but I can feel I was bless by him.. it getting late mi and norman left the service it was going to 11pm but the service still not end yet. Me and Norman when to a nearby coffer shop for a drink and we start to discus about the service just now and other things haha what a very nice day indeed god really can do something astonishing that we can’t even think of it really there a think call miracle in this world really must belive in it. headache again got to go sleep le take care everyone especially Lao Po all the best in ur studies but look after ur health okie miss ya hee! hugz! hugz! Zzzz

Encounter 2

2005-05-17T15:00:00.000-07:00

Haha.. Just finish conference with dear and her group of friend so cute and funny thery will haha make me feel happy when I was with them, but don’t know why feel so uncomfortable today feel so giddy and tired make me mood less very easily haiz.. Nowadays feel so weak think going to fall sick soon.

We reach the church after few min walk from park way parade, we will quite early because can’t see the crowd, got our usual sit at the left wing I notice from the flyer about which pastor will preach us today his name was chan eng what a strange name to me, after that we stand and start to sing and to welcome the holy sprit of god down to this place every time I feel shy to rise my hand to receive something that I can’t even see and feel, usual I just rise up to my stomach level only, but today I feel something special i feel very strange suddenly I could feel something present inside the hall but I don’t really can describe to u how‘s it feel like, it feel like the ceiling is crack and tons and tons of light just came pouring down feel so warm and happy and my leg start to shake again and I just raise my hand up high to feel it without even thinking, after singing and it time for god words still wonder who the chen then one of the pastor start to intro a guy from state is preaching today us so excited after that a Japanese looking guy walk up to the altar actually he is a Korean who was born in state his father was a pastor too, he really look so tall and huge like normal an mo haha.. he was a very funny guy and a really nice guy, I admire him very much cause he was a healer and I love the part he told us that he saw god in heaven sound ridicules but I believe him, after his preaching about faith in god we start to pray for us, like normally he will start to said rise up ur hand for those who pray for the first time or to re-delectate or to some healing please up ur hand, and I just rise my hand up although there a thought in me telling me not to reach dear got tell me before that evil will try to talk me out and I think that will be my own will if I listen and it’s a sins, I feel like crying when I rise my hand my heart said pastor can u pray for me, after that he want those who rise up the hand to move forward to the altar and want the church to pray for us surprisely cheeren was going down to so we when down together first time watching her coming down for prayer, a leader name Francis came to led me, before anything start my leg was shaking I try to control but can’t slowly my hand start to shake too.. I was frighten I tell Francis hey my leg is shaking he look at me with a eye and said to me that good Diao~ -_- haha without warning he touch my shoulder and start to speck in tongue I can feel something strange in my heart and my leg just keep on shaking and shaking until I lose control my body BOM!! and I just collapse to the ground let me describe, did u saw a new born butterfly before climbing out from his cacoon and left the empty cacoon and fly away endlessly, I feel that my sprit just left my body and I just like a piece of empty cacoon drop into the ground I start to cry like a baby and my both hand was shaking Francis grab my hand and continue to pray in tongue he laugh and said yes when I shake more furriest still don’t understand why he laugh after a while my head start to shake I want to get up but I can’t, I can’t feel my body it so heavy really very heavy I can feel like god was just in front of me only, suddenly a scène in passion of Christ pop up in my mind, Jesus was stand in front a group of people he bend and start to draw a line in between them, and they throw stone at him and here come the part after the line was draw a hand appear from a lady crawling trying hard to grab Jesus leg from the central between the line Jesus draw, Jesus just bend down holding the lady up smiling at her without even fear if the stone will hit him a not, I feel like I am the one crawling trying to reach for his feet, suddenly I can hear shouting sound like a guy plus women voice so scary shouting next to me think there so evil in side him I think, I want to see what happen but I just can’t move my body and even open my eye just keep on shaking, after the service almost everyone left I still face down laying on the floor with Francis sitting next to me praying after a while I feel my body again Francis help me up support me to the bench I feel very exhausted very week unbeliever what happen to me just now he laughing at me saying u just encounter god just now do u know that?? I smile back to him tiredly with my hand still shacking ah!! Feel so clam and empty in my heart so happy and relaxing really must thank him for paying for me, dear and cher was behind me laughing dear was so happy asking me how I feel long time didn’t saw her so happy before le so cute hehe.. Dear thanks for praying for me, dear don’t worry u will encounter god very soon and I will pray for u too wow didn’t know that I type so long haha.. Time or me to sleep le yawn thanks god for today and thank you for blessing Winnie and during her exam continue to bless her with ur love and care she needs u amen.. Good night Dear Dear *MuAck* :D Zzzz!!

The day I Encounter part 1

2005-05-16T02:30:00.000-07:00

This afternoon I went to fetch dear dear it like a normal routine I use to do every weekend for ur Saturday service, we plan to meet around 3.40 pm below her house void deck, when I reach I called her but no one answered sure still bathing, about a min past my phone rang, after telling her I reach she said something that stunt me “dear want to come and have a sit in my house “ I was so happy no words seen to be coming out from my mouth but I said to her I feel very embarrassing haha sound fakey hor haha lucky her brother girl friend was there too so I went up her house, I was so excited on the way up having the feeling like meeting her parent know, now I know how dear feel when she saw my parent the first time sure nervous and embarrassing haha.. Step by step I walk near to her doorsteps, and saw Chen Suan (Sorry if I spell wrongly >.< ) her brother girl friend she was waving at me smiling like we know each other long without thinking I am doing the same thing back to her haha she so funny and friendly like what dear had told me, feel so happy to see dear again haha think she will be thinking how her house look to me, Dear just finish bathing and hair still wet see her walking up and down around her house looking for thing and after a while she was squirting in front her fan enjoy the breeze hash so cute feel like hugging her hey people house leh must respect ok but in the end still have her hug , I went to her room for some privacy for her brother and we had some chat for a while and a quick nap, I notice something that is her house make me feel very closssy and warm in the sense ” family warm ” feel like to sleep there the whole day together with my dear haha is that okie with u hehe, after that time for us to make a move leaving her brother and her girl friend in the house, we went to have lunch near her block we both have dry noodle and ice cool tea, mee pok for her and dry mouse tail for me haha oh how many mouse de I eat hoho O.o , we brought Chereen a packet of duck rice after our lunch, then we took bus 28 to her house, it was quite a long time when I last visit her house, few day before dear wanted to go visit and play with cher pet dog zero and jasmine, but quite disappointed cher was too busy, so this day can said is dear happy day haha, when we reach there we saw zero and jasmine feel so stress free when we saw them so cute and the most funny part is they even jealous with each other if u just sayang one them only haha, after a while talking there it time for our service at park way but there was no direct bus there so we take the long way haha, wow so late le feel so xing ku with my flu should go sleeping now le Good Night Sleep Tight~ hehe

Dear all the best in ur coming exam I have faith in u cause I believe u can god bless ya HugZ!! .. Too be continue.

EgGy~

2005-05-12T02:58:00.000-07:00

Wor I feel so full today, finally have the chance to eat my dear dear cook for me the food le keke.. My favorite was the egg with long bean inside de so nice >.< feel like eating it again.. Yummy hehe.. Lao Po I want to eat again okok hehe??? During the afternoon mi when to join dear and his class mate for lunch in sch haha feel abit pei sei leh and the food taste bad leh : ( after lesson they plan to go to a friend house sit sit but end up watching them playing molo poly until I fall asleep : P haha sound bad hor.. then around 6 me and dear when to NTUC near her house to buy some bean and meat for her mom to cook.. after a while she finish her bathing and I was waiting down stair, she was smiling at me like she saw a 50 doller on the floor like that bleh! she said if I will going to eat rice how much won’t i buy suddenly ask me this very strange leh.. think she got some plan in her mind le ba haha.. thought she want to buy rice for her brother but it actually for me de hehe I know but act blur shiii!!!!! We when to shop to shop but no one seems to be selling rice haha.. end up I brought some dish and a box of rice.. but dear was mad at me dunno y.. but later I found out that she want me to save money so she make dinner for me but end up I waste my money on those dish so what for cook for me.. but in the end I got a chance to eat my dear cook de dinner le lei so Xing Fu!! There egg vegg and a big sadin fish inside it like a mountin I just finish all up almost eat up the box also hehe
lao Po exam going coming le work hard oh.. Dai Zhu Tuo will support u de okie okie!! God bless ya my dear

it just a empty shell ~

2005-04-28T17:26:00.000-07:00

Suddenly I feel like crying again I feel empty and lonely again I can’t feel him did he left me to the hand of evil agian. when I accept Christ that day I can feel my holy spirit it feel really great I almost pass out that day, but now I don’t have the feeling anymore just like a empty egg shell.. I feel so sad. what can I do now I feel really lost , I really need him in my life without him I can’t breath.. although I feel better what dear has told me ytd but it just keep pooping out of the image that I am the brunch that can’t really bare good fruit..
O god I want to reach u and I want to believe u let me cry out ur name loud to other that u are my lord and I just want to be with u where u are

“When you’re afraid of what’s ahead, remember, god is near he’ll give you strength and joy and hope and clam your inner fear”

ThAnK yOu DeAr ~

2005-04-22T02:33:00.000-07:00

Wow.. long time no blog le.. ytd was a great day going bedok ite with dear watching yong jie training, the training over there was quite fun then the training we had in mac haha now we like sotong like that wobbly leg cause of Jason loh.. haha.. and quite long time did’t saw star le so nice too see them again use to cheer me up when I was sad during my younger days.. Ya dear was right I been behave quite wired nowadays, think I start to feel very emotional since after I know my grandmother was sick, suddenly a childhood fear start to emerge inside me, I am scare that all the thing I love most will leave me one by one.. I know is very selfish to think in this way but I am a human who won’t, it’s another challenge from god for me to overcome ba.. that my week point and also my childhood fear..
Too me as a guy I dunno how other guy think la but too me weeping in front a gal that will make a gal think that the guy is weak and hard to trust cause abit of thing also cry, if next time really come to something more seaious matter like family problem or relationship how to setter before telling u the problem u start to cry le then how to setter this problem together am I right..
Some time I will listen to my friend when they got problem cause I think I am a good listener but when come to me who will listen to me.. ya there is and I got one pretty nice brave good listener and that my dear, she was very brave although i really scare her pretty bad ytd, yet she still console me like nothing happen hope she won’t have nightmare haha I think I know what the first thing came to her mind when I weep.. wow not again ah.. : x haha, ok la let me tell u something about my dear, what I know is there nothing can really scare her really bad, oh ya I remember this if u show her the movie the “ring” remember? I ask her will she be scare when a women suddenly crawling out from her the tv set from no where pretty scary a ready right for normal gal, but u know what she tell me, Dear ah that won’t scare me but I will K that women until very jai lat jai lat de loh I think the women will craw back and switch off the tv by her self loh haha.. and yet she told me she was scare by me and I am a guy that’s very close too her, that y I feel very sorry and sad to scare her and hurt her.. but after all I think that god have a good reason to created us with tears, think I use it the wrong way le ba.. Dear really thanks a lot to be with my side when I need u most..

Happy Birthday 1

2005-04-14T10:29:00.000-07:00

Today was a wonderful day for Dear long time never see her so happy le, cause her brother and her dao sao came and brought her a nice wonderful ice cream cake haha.. so romantic eating under the mood light shadow.. feel very happy when looking at her most funny part is even the mostitoes also came to celebrate her birthday each also give her a present haha.. poor dear her leg kanan bite see liao my feel heart feel very sour.. haiz.. long time no go service le don’t feel very comfortable, I feel lost sometime sad and easy mood swing god I need u..
God please bless Winnie for good health and a new life always be happy like today, grant her wish, pls forgive dion he know he was wrong give hime a chance to replenish, and I beg u god pls bless my grand mother for good health let her feel that u are present beside her.. thank you god Amen..

Sitting Duck~

2005-04-09T13:02:00.000-07:00

After a Phone call, My life is totally change, now then i notice that human are very week, i want to help but there really nothing i can do, it's just like a siting duck sawing a airplane crashing down without know what to do, maybe that fate ba, i ever think of give my life for her but i feel very selfish after saying that i hope god can forgive me, i just hope there will be a miracle every each of us.. Dear u are great, thanks for the word u said to me ytd it really wake me up and put some sense in me.. Aiya... me sick le kana flu liao... -_-

Love u dear!

Are There Angels?

2005-04-08T02:15:00.000-07:00

It is said there are Angels In Heaven above And they shine with the light Of an inner love, Of these things I had not a clue But that was Before I found you, For in you I’ve found A love that is so right It shines all around With the brightest of light, It comes from some where So deep within That it has no beginning And knows no end, Your love is a light That brightens each day Of all of the people You see on your way, Where ever you go Or whatever you do All see the love That you have inside you, That God sent you here To a place where you’d be Sharing such love With someone like me, Is proof for me That angels exist And are filled with a love That no man could resist, I thank God each day For finding the time For looking down on me And making you mine So yes there are Angels In heaven above I know because God Sent me one to love and that you winnie you are my Angles

Rainny DAy! haha

2005-04-07T15:11:00.000-07:00

Today when to ps to fetch dear.. but on the way start to rain le.. very heavy can’t event see those building a close the road what a storm.. then there come a bus 65 saw her inside blur blur de think because of the heavy rain ba.. when she jump out the bus she knock on my umbrella haha.. then we slowly walk to mrt station loh.. thank god that she get a bit wet only, after that i insist buying her a new pair of socks althought she abit pei sei la haha but cause she just recover only scare her sick again, but saw her wear after work make me feel happy.. then after tat I send her off to work, then I when for shopping buying something special for someone not u ah don’t laugh bleh!! at night I when compass point with my parents after a while I treat them eat dinner, after that when down ps to fetch my dear le reach there saw ming and cher at there le.. after work saw her, she look very frighten and sad cause of the compass things don't worry k it not ur fault k, but after a while think ok le ba.. just now dunno y feel so moody think maybe worry about her ba, but now me ok le haha.. :D yawn finally finish drawing sango le hehe got to go sleep le good night everyone, especially dear tml still got sch, dream of me wor haha..

“O” God please bless ur daughter winnie with ur love, her birthday is coming let it be a very most memorable one for her okie Amen!!

Love Defined

2005-04-06T19:04:00.000-07:00

What is love, but an emotion, So strong and so pure, That nurtured and shared with another All tests it will endure?

What is love, but a force To bring the mighty low, With the strength to shame the mountains And halt time’s ceaseless flow?

What is love, but a triumph, A glorious goal attained, The union of two souls, two hearts A bond the angels have ordained?

What is love, but a champion, To cast the tyrant from his throne,And raise the flag of truth and peace, And fear of death o’erthrow?

What is love, but a beacon,To guide the wayward heart, A blazing light upon the shoals That dash cherished dreams apart?

And what is love, but forever,Eternal and sincere, A flame that through wax and wane Will outlive life’s brief years?

So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops,In all places high and low,That love for you is my reason to be, And will never break or bow.

To My Dear

nice day~

2005-04-05T02:23:00.001-07:00

Today when to sch to fetch my dear dear go work.. I was sitting at er.. floyer ah I think flyer ahyo tkd training ground la haha.. there a man standing ops where I was sitting he look at me with a face then take up his hp trying to call sia la then remind me the sign outside the sch “ visitor going to any part of the sch pls report to the office” nvm loh I site there act blur loh that my plan haha suddenly he walk towards my dection oh… die le la.. then he come to me and said excuse me where to toilet.. -_- haha.. after that my dear finish lesson le coming down with her gang 4 in love and friend haha.. they will going to ps also buying fruit.. after doing our shopping I send dear to work and go meet ah long le.. we two sit at the food court eating desert then lester and cher came le.. then go play pool loh.. no mood to play wor.. so sian de feel very restless also I feel that time time slow down leh haha.. after that we went too meet dear for dinner.. from that time on ward the time start to move le haha.. after that we when to carrefor sport light then times t then we when to find dear le.. at that point when she was walking down from the floor two after changing she was smiling at me this was the part that it will be with me the rest of my life ha ha..

What a very Strange day~

2005-04-04T00:28:00.000-07:00

Haha.. today actually quite a nice cooling day but too bad me spoil it, dunno y mood swing today after watching passion of Christ, feel so bad and sad for our lord, now then I know we human are like animals so cruel and no merciful always take thing for granted, just now almost qurrel with my mom and dad so bad hor.. lucky apoligise to them le.. Dear really must thanks u, me now feel much more better le not like just now le.. and Dear think we should put down those past unhappy thing together and start flesh and continue our journey to the west hehe.. wor so late le got to go sleep le nite dear love u always :D Thanks God for what I have today~

Dear god bless winnie with good health let her feel happy, no pressure from study and other personal things, bless my family my friend and world, tml I having my Tp test I will try my best please look after me, Thank you god Amen`

WhAt A dAy~

2005-04-03T03:25:00.000-07:00

Thanks God for answering my pray, today is a very wonderful day long long time didn’t laugh until so happy le haha.. Dear also, saw her so happy think she will laugh when she sleep tonigh haha.. when i went to meet her i brought her a "duo sha ping" haha from hg soya haha.. Saw her eat until very funny and when she saw the heart inside she look very cute feel like laughing haha, lucky control my self haha don't play play got skill de leh.. We when to sing post for dinner after that we meet ming cher lester sharon and Thomas for supper at rochor soya bean haha on the way meeting them me and dear talk and laugh no stop so funny haha think she laugh until she forgot she was sick haha.. that why I believe laughing is the best medic to cure sickness haha sound like a doctor hor but from hcc de la haha.. wor today dear said me handsome leh so ps sia hehe ooo mi starting to float le >.< so tired got to go sleep le.. Good Night Dear hehe Miss Ya!! : D

Oh lord thank for blessing us today and give us such a wonderful day to treasure, Please continue to look after Winnie and let her understand the meaning in Matthew chapter 10:34-36, God bless my family, Winnie family and all my fellow friend let them feel your love and kindness thanks god Amen good night lord:)

2005-04-02T14:45:00.000-08:00

Wor.. This is my first time writing blog leh haha… thought only gal will do tat.. But think for a while it quite nice to write something here!!
Today just receive my poly letter telling I have approve for my entirely to “Nyp” don’t feel quite happy lei dunno y maybe is not the one I want actually haha… ahyo cannot go aerospace liao.. Feel like my dream has just bust like a bubble but I think that this is the way god want me to go,i sure he has his own reason for this.. but still can said is lucky for me to get in so don’t take things for granted ok haha, no ns for me for the next three year. Dear u can fang xing liao haha.. Sad sad my dear still not getting well from his sickness, every night pray and pray really hope she will get well very soon and be as cheerful like last time tat wat i really wish for.. Ytd was quite a good day after meeting Norman he my guidance for Christ, after tat me when to look for dear brought her a brunch of flesh rose hope she can cheer up and get well pretty soon haha saw her reaction when she saw the flower so cute haha.. Dear I love you pls take care :D
O mighty Lord please bless Winnie for good health bless her with your love and shine her with your happiness let her be as happy as she use to be! Amen Thanks God`

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